its the two of us

another post
and i wonder why am i still posting when my exams is around the corner
dont really like my blog to decompose
and im not on a hiatus mode
so yeah, im posting whenever i can
and i sure know that no one is gonna read my blog daily
im posting for the fun of it
and enough talking about why the heck im posting

im dead bored.
ive been spending time indulging on almost every edible items in the house
its either im stress or my jaw needs some exercise
ive deprived myself from exercising these few weeks and i wont be surprise if i gain a few pounds
and again, why am i being paranoid?
who wont?
i mean...which girl in their right mind wont be paranoid if they are almost overweight [ taking this from nabila's book ]
nowadays, the girls look slick thin.
they are tall, they are slim and they are BEAUTIFUL
i know i will be really happy if im thin with no bulge and of course TALL
eat as much as i can swallow and still be in a perfect shape
i can even wear nearly every clothes showcased on the runway without looking hideous in it
no matter what people say about size 12 is not fat either, i still think that the society assume the thinner you are on the outside the better looking you will be.
eventhough the fashion industry are employing size 10 models, i think that people still wants the the skinny bastards to rule the runway
the masses do not want to watch a runway show where the models have cellulites and bums sagging.
im not criticising or being a judgemental bitch
but these anorexic and bulimic bastards made us normal weight girls feel indifferent about ourselves
like a size 8 girl wants to go down to a size 6 then to a size 4
these obsession of losing weight wont die till they meet their never-ending target
gawd im as paranoid as nabila right now
you know what...the whole post is quite contradicting so dont read it

i promised myself not to go out this weekend
but looked at what happen
i just feel the need to reward myself for doing well for my test and of course meet my bestie



i missed her and her crapping
apart from lea and ais,
seha is the most wonderful friend in the whole wide world
i cant ask for more
she has been my listening ear, the shoulder to cry on, an advisor
she has been through the thicks and the thins with me for nearly 5 years
she is really the nicest friend la
always updating me with the latest info
someone who i can bitch with
pursuing our similar missions weekly [ which is shopping ]
i mean i can never talk a single bad thing about except for SHE IS NEVER ON TIME
like yesterday i have to wait for nearly an hour for her
and because of her my make up melted
wakakakaka...that so bimbo-tic sak

okay la. its time for me to burn the midnite oil
sis coming home from phuket tmr!
better buy me that jelly shoes or im not gonna be ur maid!!!
grrrr~
she is having fun and im rotting at home
i hate you sak!
ugly betty is on air today!!!
UGLY is the new BEAUTY!
thats obviously not true!
if its true then there wont be any extreme makeovers, the swans and whatnots.
k enough ranting...im so out of here!

Cheerioz